Spiritualism is part of all of us. Religion is a practice.
Having made the statement I probably have offended some, intrigued others.
This is not about blogging or followers, it is actually about me. I no longer talk aloud or meditate to the Higher Power.
The past month everyone around me have been showing their true colors, some has shocked me, some have been a terrible disappointment.
But, mostly it has been my fault. Why? Compassion, curtesy, good manners, ect.,
You let go cruelty, you pass over remarks and soon it’s field day! Open season on Elisabet!
I got heat stroke twice in one week do to a compassion and curtesy service, when I voiced this to my employer they shrugged it off and the following week wanted me to repeat again the outdoor excursion in 90 degrees day!
My day ends at 4 pm, and I do not drive due to a knee injury and I take public transportation. Walking also is a great way to keep my knee functional.
My employer chose to drive me to the bus at 4 pm usually, but lately he’s been keeping me passed my time when I voiced my OT he told me” well if you were walking you would spend 30 minutes to get your bus, I’m driving you so It evens out!”
I never answered that comment but started walking to the bus and refusing his ride, telling him actually I have to stop by someone or somewhere.
Then once I was out I would call a taxi and move on.
And then I cut my long day working telling them doctor asked to take it easy for a while.
The first day back, he kept me until 4:20 and paid me until 4 pm! So I asked him to give me a ride!
So the bean counter thinks he’s being slick!
My solution is going to arrive 5 minutes late every time until my 20 minutes are made up!
If in the event he remarks it, my answer would be I need to make up my extra unpaid time!
Also all extra stuff I used to do has stopped ( because I was grateful he used to give rides) .
Let’s see how it turns out!
Grateful for any feed back!
My other job I usually give lots of time without charging my client because they do take me home!
One day I stayed to help from 9 am to 5 pm, the family asked me to stay for dinner. I said yes with the assumption that after usually 7:30-8 pm that would take me home!
They didn’t! They took me to bus stop, 7:45, waited until 8:30 pm for bus, a ten minutes ride for second bus, I missed my connection due to first bus being late, waited another 45 minutes, finally bus came at 9:30 pm for a five minute ride, walked in at 9:40 in my home! I had left in am at 6:45 am to be at their house by 9 am!
Curtesy was disregarded! Just the week before gave up a paying day to help them out and they forgot that!
I so angry with everyone that I have all these thoughts that’s not me!
Do I blame God for not watching out for me? Or me for being stupid!
Thank you for reading,
Namaste
Elisabet